EnglandxMale!Reader:Sempiternal(John Doe Song-Fic)

EnglandxMale!Reader:Sempiternal

Intro — Priscilla Renea
Seems like your heart stops working
The minute they close the curtain
You take off your mask
And take off your costume
And if anyone asks you're taking a small break
Drinking some coffee
But everyone knows what you're doing

Seems like the bus moves slower
Just cause you got somewhere to go
So you take a few pills in Beverly Hills
But if anyone asks you've got a prescription
You got an addiction
Who do you think that you're fooling?

Hook - Priscilla Renea
John Doe, I just want the John I know
Once you put the drinks on hold
Maybe you could come back home
John Doe, ooh oh oh oooh
Oooh oh oh ohooh oooh
Oooh oh oh ohooh oooh.

Reader P.O.V
                                     It was that day when everything went down hill.
That day when Alfred and Arthur broke up. I was happy at first when I heard that they broke up, I thought maybe since Arthur broke up with Alfred, I would have a chance to
get together with Arthur. I was wrong. My thoughts of Arthur and I getting together were ripped apart when I found out Alfred was the one who broke up with Arthur, when I was told Arthur didn't want to break up. Although my heart was kind of broken, I didn't let that get in the way of our friendship. Arthur and I were best friend's but something else got in the way of our friendship. Arthur developed a drinking problem over the break-up. He became an alcoholic. It was because of the drinking problem that we became distant, it was because of the break-up that Arthur became an Alcoholic.

Verse 1 - B.o.b
Everybody's addicted to something
Everybody's got to grip onto something
Even if it's just to feel the response of a pill
Maybe once, maybe twice
Maybe hundreds of times, hundreds of times
Without it, it's just harder to function at times
You race to the bottom of every single bottle
As if there was someone or something to find
You struggle in your mind
And you tell yourself lie after lie
'Til you get to the point where it's no longer private
People that you work with noticed the signs
When you walk in the room
It gets noticeably quiet
So you break up the silence, you say you've been at the gym
But the way that you look, can't blame on a diet
So what you hiding?

Hook - Priscilla Renea
John Doe, I just want the John I know
Once you put the drinks on hold
Maybe you could come back home
John Doe, ooh oh oh oooh
Oooh oh oh ohooh oooh
Oooh oh oh ohooh oooh.


                                      I wanted Arthur to stop. At first I didn't notice Arthur developed the problem until one day he came into work more grumpier than usual and had bags under his eyes like he'd been up all night. I did ask him if he was alright but he brushed me off and told me he was fine. I was skeptical at first but then shrugged it off seeing he didn't really want to be bothered at the moment. I got worried when I saw him start to slack off, he seemed drowsy. Two weeks after that the sign's became worse. Arthur would sleep on the job half the time, he would do things wrong or misplace items, he'd miss the first half of work most of the time and would curse out the other employees that would tell him to go home or calm down. The third week was when the boss was at his breaking point and fired Arthur which upset and angered Arthur deeply. He cursed the boss out saying that he didn't need him or this job, slapped the boss and then walked out. The day after that I went to his house to check on him. Seeing that the door was open, I walked in and called his name worriedly. I heard what I guess was a slurred "i'm in here" come from the living room. I walked in the living room to see a bunch of bottles that varied from wine to beer and liquor. I even saw the worst but most addictive kind (in my opinion) vodka. I spotted Arthur sitting on the couch drunk and in a mess. "Arthur, what the hell, what on earth happened to you?!, better yet, what did you do to yourself?!" I questioned him worriedly.

Verse 2 - B.o.b
Yeah, I've probably had too many things
Smashed too many freaks
Had too much to dro...(I mean)
Had too much to drink
Left the club, ended up in custody
Random drug test, passed it luckily
My girl broke up with me cause she walked in suddenly
With a woman up under me
I told her, "Wait!
It ain't what it look like!
I must've slipped and fell, clumsy me!"
Well, at least I admit it, cause the worst you could do
Is to do it and not be man enough to say that you did it
That's just how you prevent it, well I ain't no different
I love all the money, the fame
And the parties with beautiful women
I spent so much time as an underground artist
Cause I was afraid to succumb to the business
And what I'd become
But that what you judge you become
The path with the greatest resistance
That's how the tables can turn, when they pivot
And change your perspective and flip your entire position
My whole life I've been dying and wishing to live and experience
Everything possible
When I told them my dreams, they just said it ain't logical
Now, I can see it - it's optical

                                     "Nothing's wrong with me (Male!Nickname), I'm perfectly fine~" Arthur slurred. I went over to the couch and sat down next to him. "No, Arthur, something is wrong, where did all these bottle's come from, how much have you had to drink?" I asked him. "I didn't have that much to drink babe" He said seductively and put his hands on my chest pushing me down in a laying positions while leaning over me. I blushed at our position. "A-Arthur, stop, y-your drunk, this isn't you" I told him stuttering. He got off of me looking angry and frustrated. "I'M NOT DRUNK (Male!Name)!, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, YOU THINK THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME, JUST LIKE,LIKE,LIKE ALFRED!" Arthur yelled at me angrily. He put both of his hands to his head. "I thought you were different, but your just like him" Arthur sobbed. "Arthur, stop, you've to much to drink,it's okay, just calm down" I said standing up. I grabbed both of his shoulders and he looked up at me. "(M-Male!Name)..." Arthur whimpered. "It's alright Arthur, I can help you, I will help you Arthur, I...I love you." I confessed to him. He stared at me slightly surprised. "You...You don't mean that do you?" He asked me with a small blush spreading across his face. "I mean it Arthur, I really do. Now, i'm going to help you get over this drinking problem." I told him with a small smile. He smiled softly and looked at me. "It's not that easy you know (Male!Name) you git." Arthur told me and looked down. "Arthur" I said and took him by his chin forcing him to look up at me and kissed him. He kissed back and we pulled away after a minute or two. "I'll take you to rehab and we'll get through this together." I told him reassuringly. "But what if I don't see you, what if during that time, you won't have the same feeling for me?" Arthur asked worriedly. I looked at him with a grin and kissed him again. "Arthur, my love for you is sempiternal and will always be sempiternal." I told him and we kissed again. "(Male!Name?)" Arthur asked me,"yes Arthur?" I asked him. "I love you" he told me, " I love you too Arthur" I told him. He looked at me and I looked back at him. I saw lust fill his eyes and felt him grab my wrist and drag me to the room. "Were gonna have fun tonight~" He said and shut the room door.

Hook - Priscilla Renea
ooh oh oh oooh Oooh oh oh ohooh oooh
Oooh oh oh ohooh oooh.
John Doe, I just want the John I know
Once you put the drinks on hold
Maybe you could come back home
John Doe.

B.o.B "John Doe" Ft. Priscilla.